Whoops a daisy

All this time, I had not got a single chance to post any blog. Main reason - studies and school tension. What with all the CCE nonsense, life has lost its meaning for students and teachers of class 9th. I must say, the batch of 2009-2010 in 10th is lucky. They don't have to go through the nonsense we are facing now. Alongside, continuous pressure of teachers, friends, classmates, parents, siblings etc persist as usual. Nowadays childhood is not the same as it was before. After all its a changong world, but still, the current generation and more to come are under a lot of pressure. As and when they are exposed to new ideas, their thoughts are messed up in a muddle and hence the pressure increases even more. In earlier times, kids were the most innocent beings on earth who had the purest soul and the sanest mind. But today, it is totally different. You can see kids as small as in nursery talking all sort of nonsense you wouldn't even dream of. Believe me, I have seen a few kids like this. Without knowing what they are speaking, they tend to say anything and everything. Sometimes we seem more innocent and better-minded than them. But maybe, if they are taught the proper things with essential care, brought up with good moral values and in good company, this all can be avoided. If this is not looked to in an early stage, the children will prove themselves to be very challenging later on. Also with proper upbringing, they would be able to face the weird threats that life imposes.

These thoughts seem to have come from a very good, well informed person, but I'm afraid I am none of that sort. I also get stuck in the daily muddles of life, suffering a lot (mentally) and then repenting over my silly mistakes. Repenting over all the bad things I say, or maybe trying to sort out the confusion in my head. Sometimes I feel, that there should be a person who should be with you all the time, who would listen out to you, give you advice and make you head in the proper direction. Usually I dont talk over my problems with anyone in particular as they seem very silly when I try to frame them out to tell to someone. So then goes 'shut' and close the topic.

Now, you must be feeling, this really is a person with a mental breakdown. Well, I'm something of that sort itself. Confused with myself, confused with what is happening around me, confused with everything in this world. Phew!!!